The Journey Begins Anew

After the storm of my mental struggle has calmed down and after identifying the eye of the storm, i am all set for a new journey. A new beginning. The path is familiar, I know it well. All i need is to re-member it and move on.

Aha...Bon Voyage!

Roots

Trekking in the jungle is never a walk in the park. It is quiter and far from the maddening crowd. It takes ones' breath away in more ways than one. Apart from the sounds of the forest, one can hear one's own breathing and even thoughts. Coming to the jungle is like a homecoming for me. Perhaps it's because i was brought up in the hills. The sounds, the smells, the colors are just all so familiar, cozy & comfy.

It's kinda like coming back to my roots, just as with this blog. You could say i have found my roots.

Turmoil

Since the last blog entry, it has been difficult for me to put my thoughts into words. A momentary constipation of words must have been what went through me during that hiatus.

As i keep looking back to see what went wrong i am constantly pulled back to the last blog of fiery words and angst. Was it about the fort or was it something more? I kept looking through it to see if there was a connection in there somewhere only to be left confused once again. Then it came to me that for awhile there i was writing for others when this used to be my little bit of escape and pleasure. I guess with that came the stress of keeping up with the demands of my reading public and it became...WORK and not pleasurable anymore. With this realisation i am slowly but surely clawing my way back to my original purpose of writing this blog.